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I found her again...but...

Yvette Cabada. I found her again. She contacted me on Tuesday the 24th and I was in complete shock as I ran to catch the bus and when I saw her....everything came crashing down. How I missed her, how I missed her hugs. Everything seemed fine and nothing seemed to have changed between us. When she told me what had happened, and gave reasons of what happened with her. 
It seemed almost unbelievably and at the same time shocking. It was only then that I've noticed how she changed and where she changed. She isn't that same girl who was all bubbly and overanalyzing every little thing. She looked worn and torn from the harsh fate of life. 
I only hope---everything is be smooth and fine for her from now on. 

Quotes #2

"When you look long into an abyss, the abyss looks into you." ~Friedrich Nietzsche
Here is the second quote. Abyss means a bottomless depth of something, it could be a bottomless pit or bottomless sea of some unsightly thing. What this quote is trying to convey is that when a person looks into this bottomless pit, depending on whether the person is evil or good--the abyss reflects what your deepest secrets are. It can reflect light or darkness, victory or downfall. It all depends on your karma and morals. This abyss can devour you, destroy you, and even manipulate you if you let it. You can never escape from your true self. 
Either your true beauty or true darkness will be reflected right back at you by this abyss.

Starting Today--I'll be interpreting quotes for fun

"The belief in a supernatural source of evil is not necessary. Men alone are quite capable of every wickedness." - Joseph Conrad 
Joseph Conrad is one of my favorite authors for a number of reasons but most of all my love grew for him when I read Heart of Darkness by him. I remembered his writing was very dense and dull. When we read it for a literature class, I couldn't even get past the first page. There was no pause for an entire page. It was suffocating. However, when my professor broke it down for us and I read it again. It made sense and opened my eyes. He isn't an easy read but I would definitely read Heart of Darkness again anytime. 
Onto the quote. My take on this is that believing in a supernatural force of evil isn't required of everyone. You can choose to believe in demons or not, believe in satan or not, believe in evil or not. However, evil is all around us, not always just supernatural. Humans are evil in their own ways without knowing it, animals ar…

Dedication To A Dear Friend - No Matter Where She Is

Yvette Cabada. This name means very much to me. She is my best friend and has been for several years. Sadly, she disappeared suddenly over a month ago in early July. I have no idea where she is or if she okay or not. She is a very dear friend to me, yet I don't even know her exact address or home phone number or how to get a hold of her parents and family. She listened to all my worries, we shared secrets, stories, opinions, and everything possible.

We cried together and laughed together. Shared dreams together and made promises to be friends for a lifetime.

However, all that is crumbling because she has disappeared. None of her other friends know where she is and have last heard from her around the same time I did. There is no news or anything and I am just feeling very lonely and lost without her. She would never go on this long without contacting anyone who knew her.

Yvette had dreams. Big dreams to make changes in the world and improve herself. She didn't want to get marr…

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